life has made me so exhausted… I dont want to live anymore
I love this guy, I want to be his wife !
Love quotes? this blog is just for you!
All the Fucking time!
I wish you would have killed me at birth like you wanted … You would have never gone through this disappointment .. I see it when I look at you, you show it in you’re eyes.. You never wanted to keep me so you punished me instead, hoping one day I’d be what you wanted… But I couldn’t be..
You told me I wasn’t good enough and I was too fat, you said this would make me strong hearing you be mean, it was mental strength building.. But when it didn’t work. You just blamed mum. You blamed her for making me a sad and scared little girl..
And then you found the cuts, you were so ashamed. You looked at me the way you look at me.now„ you do it on purpose just to show me how disgusting I am. Just to keep me constantly reminded that you never approve, always bringing up that I should of been a boy „ cause he did t want me,
You are a horrible man that should have never ever been allowed to love or have me, I would never wish you well..
Sometimes i forget how much i love him, i begin to think he’s not the one because the space between us is just too hard to handle..
But i love you because you care in a deep way others don’t, you’re always ready to listen and care about all my contradicting throughts, you make sure Im okay and you handled me in all those times i was upset for no good reason. You do everything i say and still have you’re opinion.. I love when you helped me in and out of the car and got my luggage because Andrew never did that … I’ve never had someone care for me like you do.. You would travel seven hours to see me right after work because you care for me..
You keep me level headed and you always think things through , you are different then i am and that’s what i love the most . you calm me down
The only downfall to it all is how tired you are and how much we can’t do things cause you’re exhausted..
But through it all youd get blood tests done for me even if that means fainting..
Thank you for being so wonderful
Charlie Chaplin in a letter to his daughter, Geraldine (via keshmeshak)
I found out that you wouldn’t come to my wedding„, I guess it’s foolish to care anymore, but I expected a tiny bit more, I’m not sure what to think anymore.. I just feel so low and lost… I need him and you won’t let me love..
If you don’t give me away then I will find someone that showed me love more than you did„ why can’t you just put aside you’re feelings just for one day? Which is the most Important day of my life?
Jim Rohn (via godmoves)
The night has come quickly, so very quickly . things that were once no threat have become the scariest yet. I need a way to understand what my life’s planned.
growing dim i will make my way through the haze, to some where safe, i will keep going until my time has come.. hold on tight you said as you whispered my name.. Goodbye lover, ill keep you forever