I cant wait for Monday when we both intwine as one, orgasmic experience

im not sure what went wrong when my brain decided not to compute with my hands„ or foot! i cant believe i failed my test… i feel like such a failure, i cant believe this is happening… and the fact that i cried infront of people „ Argh i just wished to kill myself then and there..

i am such a failure… It means me feel so fat and unworthy

That awkward moment when you tell your friend there’s a bug on their back

sodamnrelatable:

And they’re like “GET IT OFFFFF!”

So you’re like:

And then they’re all like:

So you’re like “but…..but you told me to!”

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super duper excited cause life is just so wonderfully amazing :)

i cant stop thinking about you now….

its messing with my mind

i dont know what happened between us, all of a sudden i was taking photographs with you and then when the lights were off we had the most extreme experience, im not sure what happened cause it happened so fast.

when you touched me i got tingles up and down and all over my body, ive never heard you smile that much, ive never heard you talk like that, ive never felt you up that much.

and when you sat down and pulled me close while gripping my legs was so powerful, i just wanted to take you now, we were so close and so intimate, i know we didnt kiss, but maybe i wanted it? maybe you just did to?.

but then you took it back, and said to forget it„, what does that even mean?? is that even more of a ‘Yes i like you’ or should i stop reading into things lol

i cant wait to see what happens next, i know ive still got it ;)

i have no idea what to do anymore, after so many hours of talking with richard im still lost in the regions of maybe and never.. one part of me wants this, another part doesnt. where is the line?

Im beginning to get used to the thought of you not being here and now that you want to see me on Saturday is really hard cause i totally want it .. Why couldn’t you just leave me be after you said goodbye

im such a mess… fuck

i dont know what im doing anymore, i just feel like crawling into a hole and ripping out my heart, i just dont want it anymore, take it away from me…

fuck this all i just hate this all„ you said you wanted to try one more time, but god you havent tried at all„ your so cold, i feel so sick to my stomach, why arent i good enough for you to care?

i dont want to go it alone… i just am so sick of life…

and, you said you didnt think there was anything wrong„ i just need to lose more and maybe youll notice, how can you say that to me? your so aware that im not alright, dont give me help to feed this monster…

good bye world